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[09 Apr 2006|12:47am] |
I haven't wrote in here in forever!!!!! ahhh but before I go to bed I just wanted to say Happy 1 Year 9 Months Anniversary Alex!!! <3 you!!!
For once in my life... I feel amazing... I am PROUD OF MYSELF because I have been accepted into everything I have tried and auditioned for.
Grand Valley State University
Alma College
Hope College
Western Michigan University...
May not seem a lot to you but to me it's like a huge thing. 2 of Which I have heard back from on scholarships and I recieved a little bit of something:)
Today I got my final letter from my final dance audition. As of today I know now that I got into Western's Dance Program. It feels so good to have all those dance auditions over with... u have no ideaaa how stressful it was... but in the end all those long hours of dedication, sweat, and tears.. payed off. Since age 2 years old I have been doing this and it's comforting to know that dance will always be apart of me no matter what. It will never be gone for good......
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[28 Nov 2005|12:40am] |
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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY MELISSA MARY HAAS!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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[04 Oct 2005|06:17am] |
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my dog chloe died last night... its really upsetting when she was only 2 years old and it wasn't supposed to happen... my poor family.. its really effecting them seeing that animal was my mom and dad's little baby... i'm just so shocked and stunned. It hasn't even hit me but my poor little brother Tyler wont stop crying and we have to keep telling him that chloe is up in heaven with grandpa and that grandpa loved chloe. So yea thats what I came home to last night at 10. And not to mention my whole day was pretty much in tears with the exception of alex dropping me off lunch and a rose. Thankyou
I just dont understand why something from my life every year as to leave us.
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[18 Aug 2005|12:30am] |
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250+ crunches... now lets keep it at that for the next couple of months... seriously... why do i have to get this way with myself?? I hate this feeling. I feel outta control...
summer is really starting to really tick by.. i'm excited.. scared... sad.. about whats coming ahead...
I'm excited cuz its senior year... so much going on:)
Scared cuz I dont know what lays ahead, I dont know whats going on with colleges n all that cuz i seriously have a lot to prepare on the lines of that. I need to achieve these GOALS otherwise i wont be able to rest.
Sad because I know this is the last chance I have to get the most outta my high school years... n here i let all this time just slip by.It's sad thinking everything is going to be my last everything? u know? Last homecoming.. last year dancing at the studio... last recital since i have been like 2 years old.. its sad for me really...
oyeee i need to just stop with all the sad stuff and just make the best of these "Lasts"... cuz i'll never get them back...
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[09 Aug 2005|12:58pm] |
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SENIOR YEAR!!!! Heck yeaaa... lol here the schedule...
Math Lambert C209
Yearbook Szymanski A201
Creative Writing Rabaut B101 <--- He's the best!
Aerobics? lol... Smith GYM4
College Reading Pinho C114
Psychology Casey C112
2nd Semester
Math Lambert C209
Yearbook Szymanski A201
Business Law Socha B102 (she's new?? came from sarah banks I guess??)
US Government Metti A103
Psychology B Casey C112
Acting 2 Lannen E106
Anyone have any classes with me?? Or words of advice for certain teachers? hahha I almost got stuck with Martin cuz they put me in a class i didn't sign up for... I heard so much crap about that lady so I got outta that one fast. Somehow I managed to end up with only 2 books also?? Hey, I'm not complaining.
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ash
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[28 Jul 2005|11:35pm] |
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I'm so happy and excited!!! We leave for poms camp tomorrow morning brite and early!!! ahhhhhhh!! wooo hooo!!!:) Wish us luck!
I love you girls!!!
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ashley
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[24 Jul 2005|12:50pm] |
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So lets see my weeks overview...
Worked last sunday right after the pom carwash from 1:30 to 6... that was fun...
Monday: Went to poms after I went over mel's house and went swimming but I couldn't stay very long because I had to work AGAIN lol unexpectedly... thankfully it was only from 5:00-8:00. Good part about that day is I got Taco Bell!!!
Tuesday: I had off. Got into it with my mom for the 5005050 bajillionth time.. yea it was sweet. I had a fun day though Me and Alex met melissa up at BWW and we went and saw Wedding Crashers at Emagine afterword. I love that movie its like one of my top favorites. I dont think I have laughed so friggen much in a movie in so long. When we got out of the movie though I laughed at alex cuz he had to buy some kids ticket for that movie cuz the kid wasn't 17 yet n the way the kid approached alex I thought he was like trying to deal drugs haha i dunno but it was funny.
Wednesday: Poms in the morning.. weeee.. lol Came home took a nap. Went to work 4:00-10:00 (yess closing.. score... not) Was too tired to even want to go to Justin's house to hang out with him and ashley n whoever else afterword.
Thursday: Slept in... didn't do like anything... Was a pretty busy day at work.. I was getting pissed though cuz we had to wait on people like all the way up to closing. This one guy came in and ordered like 6 footlong subs after we put away a lot of the stuff.. it was retarded.. but thats ok he felt bad n decided he was only going to give me a $5 tip cuz I'm sexy (just kidding) but he did give me a $5 tip:). I wasn't even supposed to work till closing but then they re-did the schedule earlier that day. So once again I had to work from 4:00-10:00 again.
Friday: Went to poms.. had a long chat there... went pretty good. Got out late n rushed home to get ready for some fun!! I had off!!! Much needed. Everything worked out amazing!!! Went to the wave pool with a buncha people. Some canceled.. but thats ok. We ate so much friggen food. Hahaha we like sent the guys to go get us food too it was funny. Thennn afterword we went to dairy queen. Then back to Ashley's to chill for a bit.. i took a nap there lol... thennn we went to the other ashley's for a bonfire cuz a tree randomly almost fell on her mom n killed her. So after her parents like cleaned up after that we just used the wood.
Saturday: Got into with my mom again.. suprise... she gave me the whole guilt trip...gotta love it. Went to work pretty much crying and worked from 11 am-8:00... fun stuff... Anna the manager came in at 2 so I got to work with her for the rest of the time. She my manager and she's only 19. Yea... i laughed so much... plus we had a lot of time to talk last night cuz for some reason it was like dead slow.. Found out some pretty funny stuff...
Today: Work again.. from 2:00-9:00 not going to be fun cuz prolly from 2-9 i'll be by myself.. who knows??? cuz they were friggen crazy enough to want me to CLOSE all by myself after only working there for a WEEK.. i mean what the hell lol.. so i called them up n i was like uhhh i dont think so...
Tomorrow: Poms in the morning... then I have to work from 4-10...
wow.. I feel so overwhelmed with all this working.. its friggen crazy how much they are scheduling me. I come home n my feet hurt so bad cuz I dont get a break ever when i'm working.. n there is no where to sit behind the counter and in the kitchen. ohh well on the brite side at least my check will be pretty decent? But Anna my manager told me that the owner told her that he thinks "I'm going to work out" and she said he NEVER says that about anyone cuz they go through so many people lol. So i guess i should be proud??
Now.. I have poms everyday for the rest of the week. We leave for camp friday.. I'm really excited I just feel like I have a lot to do before I leave..
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ashley
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[16 Jul 2005|01:39am] |
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So, I Ashley Nicole started my VERY FIRST JOB today (technically yesterday cuz its like 1:30 in the morning now)... hahah... I'm so proud of myself
yea... it's quite intresting.. it happens to be the same place Ashley S just quit.. good job ashley.. lol (Subway btw)
I learned a whole lot of stuff in a short amount of time.. so it all just needs to set in my head cuz its a ton of memorizing.. wasn't all that bad. Got a coolatte (sp) from duncan donuts next door cuz i know the girl so that was sweet... lol yea nnn i dont have much of a life as u can tell... I'm assuming i'm hired cuz they scheduled me for sunday n more will be on the way... i like the people i worked with except for like one person:/
Well come eat n visit me i guess if u want to... but... i do suggest u wait a lil while cuz i'm really slow n getting the hang of stuff.. soo.. lol.. yea
Poms camp is coming up we learned most of the routine n will be done by monday. It's going well n i'm excited n I love the team:)
Tomorrow I have my dance teacher's wedding that I'm dancing in so that should be fun:)
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ashley
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[08 Jul 2005|04:13pm] |
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HAPPY 1 YEAR ALEX! I LOVE YOU!
I'm soooo sorry I cant see you...this sucks
So this week has been the week from hell.... I hope the rest of my summer isn't doomed. Tried to forget it all by going out last night with ash and mel, it kinda worked but i'm sure they got sick of my complaining. I'm getting dragged up north now tonight. My grandma's roof is leaking... sweet... so we have to somehow fix it with the money we prolly dont have since she cant cuz she has no money ever since my grandpa died last year. Not to mention I guess my mom had to inform me that my grandma has to go see a brain docter. Alex is even more pissed cuz now even though I am grounded from him till like sunday he cant see me. So yea... I'm trying to be strong
I feel like crawling into a deep hole.
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[27 Jun 2005|01:57am] |
Welp, this will be my last entry until I come back for vegas!!! So everyone, I will miss you and I love you all and everyone better be good! Dont forget to keep me updated on whats going on over here in michigan... haha i'm so excited i dont think i will be getting so much sleep tonight seeing that I leave in a couple of hours! wooo woo
VEGAS HERE I COME!!.. lol
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ash
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[25 Jun 2005|12:43am] |
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So this past week I had rehearsals for nationals... that was fun lol... Thursday was the best though by far cuz we had a water balloon toss and a water balloon fight... n then afterword I had to stay after and run my solo a couple of times. After that we all pretty much got in our cars n drove off to amanda's. Since I ended up coming later cuz of my solo n having to run home to get my bathin suit everyone by that time had sent people to go get taco bell.. i was sad that i missed out on that one since i'm obsessed. We all pretty much layed out or swam or both. It was fun though. Lisa our studio owner even came for a swim n amanda jumped on her n they both landed in the lake. She's so funny. lol... then she went and cut watermelon up and everyone pigged out.
Today I had to go shopping for a couple things for vegas my mom is going to be doing the rest the next two days without me so we didn't get a whole bunch of things. I got some really cute stuff though. I just had to go get most of my stuff that I'm going to be wearing and stuff since I have like no time in the next couple of days. Tomorrow I have graduation parties so go figure and Sunday I have the Pom Party! lol n then of course on lovely monday is the day that I leave at 11:00 AM... yeeeeesss... of course I have to be there earlier but that works...So I will hopefully see everyone once the fourth of july is over with n everything. But wooooooow now i'm just rambling but I'm so excited for Vegas i've never been there before n just wow i'm hopin to come back with a nice tan... which i mean i should cuz its like 29394939 degrees hot out there since its pretty much a desert.
But I guess thats pretty much all there is to say...
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ash
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Hmmm.... Recitals... they have been going okay. Wednesday night we played a joke on my ballet teacher and wore orange lifejackets with our blue pointe costumes.. cuz our song is from titanic (my heart will go on).. n lmao the audience thought that was how it was supposed to be. They were laughing the entire time.. Last night was a lot better night though than wednesday. ahha let me tell u. I had to do my solo n i was nervous.. cuz I didn't want to look horrible n look like a retard up there.. cuz the last thing I want someone to think about me is "get off the stage". lol.. i worry too much. But yea at the end i was trying so hard not to cry cuz it just so happens that I was performing my solo that I dedicated to my grandpa the same day he died last summer. It was weird...
Yea not to mention a buncha people came n saw me last night including renee, tara, mel, ashley, my mom, n her friend. And then like i swear half the pom squad was in the audience cuz i saw julia, caitlin, and danielle and whoever else that came. Craziness! Yea... not to mention lol afterword I went to taco bell n cold stones with ash n mel. hahha it was fun we didn't want to go home so soon so we just drove around. Didn't find anything to do so we just went to go drop ash off n her neighbor was having a party.. we were going to run across their yard cuz they were all in the basement so they would see us but we didn't cuz mel had to be home. 2 more recitals to go... its kinda sad cuz ashlee n amanda wont be dancing with us anymore:(... but we have till nationals till its really all over so until then i will try not n be sad. Hopefully I do well tonight n tomorrow cuz I still have people coming... bahhhh!!! lol too bad my toes keep cracking open n bleeding.. it like burns. Guy/Girl dance tonight lmao.. its going to be funny.. cuz no one has the right time on anything... lol the timing is just awful.
Yea.... n its offical that ashley is going to show up at jasons with nothing on but a trench coat... lol.. what???
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ash
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[11 Jun 2005|10:56am] |
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Yea.. haven't updated in forever... but all i can say is... ITS SUMMMERRRRRRRRRRR!!! wooooooooooooo hooooooooooo... lol. Haven't been up to much really just been stressing over grades and finals. I'm personally not the best test taker n i swear i have test anxiety so its not cool. Ummm Wednesday was me and alex's 11 month anniversary... which is crazy cuz its almost been a year. My recitals are next week: Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. So if u wanna go let me know here or give me a call or something. I'm doing my solo Thursday night..kinda nervous about that one cuz i haven't been really rehearsing it since our like last competition. ehhh. Ashley Staples.. my mom wanted u to come and watch thursday with her and see my solo n stuff but i'd rather have u come like saturday cuz thats when we're doing the guy/girl dance.
Nationals in like 2 weeks!!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaa VEGAS... lol... n theeeeen when I come back... POMS STARTS!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! lol i'm so excited like for real... thats all I can't stop saying.
Which reminds me last night we went to go see a lil girl at her dance recital who's family we are friends with and yea I saw Danielle and Caitin;) good job guys!
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ash
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[27 May 2005|12:22pm] |
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I'mmmmmmmmmmm soooooooooooooooo FREAKING EXCITED!!!!! I made varsity poms and I just want the season to start RIGHT NOW!!!! lol woooo hoooo I want to go to camp too!!! lol I'm sucha loser... but hey what can I say I have just been like bouncin off the walls since 8:15 last night when I found out. I'm happy about this cuz now i get to be involved in something at school and i have never been able to be!
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ash
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[22 May 2005|10:05pm] |
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I'm so sad....
just watched desperate housewifes.... its season finale was tonight... boooo
I'm obsessed.
I LOVE DESPERATE HOUSEWIFES!!!
lol
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ash
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Wow... I'm beginning to be obsessed with a few songs.. here is another one i am obsessed with...
This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And i've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on
Turning circles when time again
It cuts like a knife oh yeah
If you love me got to know for sure
Cos it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies
Before i open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
And when you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
So whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this life goes on
And won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
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ash
ps- new layout too
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There seems to be a lot of two faced people around these days.... grrrrrr
Dance competition this weekend...Showbiz... heck yeaaaa...so nervous for my solos though this weekend. ahhh well I get to spend it with my mackenzie and ashley.
Sunday is me and alex's 10 month!!! awwww!! I love you!!!
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ash
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[27 Mar 2005|05:22pm] |
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So I'm up north... and I was bored so I worked on my layout for my journal since its been like 4959595 years since I've changed anything.. and I changed my icon... but I dont really like it but until I find one that I'm happy with than yea.. so if anyone comes across and icon they think I would like or that I should use than let me know ( I really want it to match the idea n everything).
Yea, but I'm not really sure if I like it... its true though because thats really how I perceive things... but honestly... I think it still turned out to look like crap... and I just dunno because I suck at this layout crap... but what can you do?? So I'll prolly have this for another 2949594 so maybe I'll get used to it u know??
And.. now I'm just rambling so... i'm done..
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ashley
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[01 Mar 2005|07:45pm] |
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I want to thank everyone who remembered me today. I appreciate the calls and texts more than you even know. My amazing boyfriend Alex who I talk about non stop dropped off 2 dozen beautiful pink roses, The Notebook, pictures, and things of that sort n put them in my locker at 6:30 in the morning so when I got to school I practically started crying. He's CRAZY for driving in that kinda weather. Tara "boon" sheena's card, Melissa Birthday Call at midnight,Lisa's HUGE cupcakes, Ashley's Singing Birthdaygram in 2nd hour, josh's donuts he brought me... cassie's text that suprised me by far, and anyone else who remembered. You made my birthday a lot better than I thought it was going to be and I want to thankyou cuz it really meant a lot to me seeing that I've been going through a rough time at home. I'm hoping that 17 see's better days...
n oohhh one more thing I got a call for someone intrested in hiring me... I'm so excited u have no idea... first job jitters... so I'm hopin all goes well but lets just say the prayer of that was answered.
now... for once.. i need to concentrate on fighting for that damn license of mine...
always-
ash
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